Today, on your eldest granddaughter Amy's 28th Birthday, I am thinking of you. How I wish you could have met her; how I wish you could have met all your grandchildren - Danielle, Lewis and Holly. You would love them; they would love you. I'll miss you forever. I am almost 53 now but when I think of you I am the 14 year old girl who lost you all over again. I will never get over losing you, I have only learnt to live with it - I have to and you would want me to. Love Pauline x